Don’t  mean HQ there just  easy  office to meet  at . Been  8 days .55 /min intenet so no long speak. Ck PPS  close and  POG and  if  a  needed  short e mail. Lost  all hearing in good left  ear  Wed  St Thomas  VI. NOT golden  but IS!  silent.  Back slow with  popping  ear  in flight home about  40%  1  ear. Have  a plastic  window in left  ear  so infection had    no real  pain just  hush hush  Charlotte. Dorly  hits me  when someone  speaks  to me.  So otherwise  I simply  sail  thru aeroportos as if  narcissist self absorbed.

Poor  eternal  Lout’s problem is?   I’M successful  in  near  all  have  tried  to do and is  well recognized and  rewarded last  76 + years.  He  admires  the  face in  the  pool BUT’s  MINE!!!! and  drives  it  nuts!  Mommy did  something bad  sometime, HMS? Precisely  diagnosed my  opine.  A genuine  J R R  Tolkien  ” 8, we hates  thee!”  Gollum/Smeagol. Guy was  a  better personality analyst and  linguist  than a  writer where’s  among the  best  in entire  English Lit.  But  as  always? Takes an educated  mind  to  discern. HMS Lout  claims   a  degree but  seems  to have  slipped  the  burned  clutch face some  point. Luck is? Not  a  needed  part  of  any’s  valuable  existence  before  or  after its sanity clutch went out.  Park and  take  the  transit  bus next  by. Better  cheap than fancy sometimes .

“In my work with extreme narcissist patients I have found that their emotional age and maturity corresponds to the age they experienced their major trauma. This trauma was devastating to the point it almost killed that person emotionally. The pain never was totally gone and the bleeding was continuous. In order to survive, this child had to construct a protective barrier that insulates him/her from the external world of people. He generalized that all people are harmful and cannot be trusted”

http://psychcentral.com/blog/archives/2008/08/04/how-to-spot-a-narcissist/

Poor  sod  WAS sucking  Jason long and  hard and  says now;

“at the GORO shareholder meetings (when I was still attending them).”

Alas! More  rejection  and  psycho halt.  We understand , sonny.  Pity, not  censure as  a  trained  and  educated  assister.  My  last  profession prior  Yo Guru! If   an own Major  Trauma?   was  ’66-67 30 old , combat  200 missions  and  100% disability retirement  with free  nightly  PTSD screenings.    Get  yer own life, stay out  of mine  filled  with heros  past. “Must be  THIS high to ride!” 8